[Epistemic status: A useful framework for understanding my own creativity] Disclaimer: much of the terminology here has been lent from
- Venkatesh Rao (especially http://www.tempobook.com/2011/08/17/daemons-and-the-mindful-learning-curve/)
- Ziz (https://sinceriously.fyi/being-real-or-fake/, https://sinceriously.fyi/false-faces/)
- Elizabeth Gilbert. (https://www.ted.com/talks/elizabeth_gilbert_your_elusive_creative_genius)
The concepts aren’t mine, but the presentation is.
Intro
You have a mask. You also have a daemon. The mask consists of mostly structure and some core. (Social and habitual patterns)
The daemon consists of mostly core and some structure. (part of your “inner self”. pretty static) Often manifests as “internal rebellion”.
f(x) > x
is the freedomful creative output inequation. Visualized at ribbonfarm.
What is a hit
To actually see if your output contains freedom you need to look. Open your eyes and see. Unavoidably you will observe if f(x) > x
gets fulfilled.
Also unavoidably, looking will make you see how useless social structure is in the context of real quality. This leads to a crossroads; you’ll choose between becoming * blind (to quality, either by abandoning quality as a principle or by inventing a self-apogoletic view of quality)
- A rebel (abandoning the belief that the group knows where we are going, realizing you need to make your own map and find your own territory
Missing (f(x) < x
)
When you use just the mask to traverse idea-space, you usually end up lost. In the wrong destination, or through the wrong path. You miss. Usually when missing you end up destroying territory or map. You lock future options from yourself or lose pointers to useful existing information. Missing can also manifest as creative self-harm. Destruction of quality input by outputting garbage. Medium writers writing self-actualization advice for other similar writers. Your creations aren’t useful, they just fulfil a memetic circlejerk. And you amplify your own belief in the circlejerk, creating a viscious cycle. When you use just the daemon to traverse idea space, you move wrongly. Travelling as a daemonic explorer in a territory designed for non-daemonic entities, with non-daemonic maps puts you at risk of applying your reasoning in hazardous places.
Hitting (f(x) > x
)
When you properly contract or synthesize mask & daemon, you hit. You can generate. This means you output an amount of quality that’s greater than what you took in. This is real creativity.
Escape velocity
If you start using real quality to generate and reform your own belief system it becomes possible to reach escape velocity. You can escape the binding social realities. Achieve acceleration that’ll lead to increasing amounts of freedom in the long run. You’ll receive amplified mana (strength of will/personality) and spark (creativity, ability to go “against the flow”). However, it usually does not make you happier. It forces you to see false happiness as the false band-aid it is.
Feetnotes
Do you need a mask? You do, to dent society/humanity. You don’t need a mask to dent material conditions. Abandoning the mask makes you mute and inperceivable to masked inviduals. It lets you avoid distractions, but also halts access to social resources.